Wednesday, January 18, 2012

On Parenting

As the mother of a 16-month-old and another on the way, I've been thinking a lot of the kind of parent I want to be. How much do I shelter my kids from the world? How much do I let them learn things "the hard way?" How much do I protect them? What is my greater responsibility as a Christian mom ... making sure they know and love God at all costs or allowing them to make the choice for themselves, with the risk that they might choose a different path?

My husband and I grew up very differently, basically at opposite ends of the spectrum. I grew up the oldest of four in a Christian home. Dad led us in a devotion ("Family Time") each morning before breakfast, we attended church weekly, all my social activities centered around my church youth group. I wasn't allowed to listen to certain radio stations, watch certain movies or read certain magazines. Although I attended public school, because of my nature as a rule-follower, I never fell in with the "wrong" crowd. My biggest act of rebellion was going to Denny's with my friend Rochelle while I was supposed to be in Sunday School.

I am extremely grateful for the way I was raised. I'm thankful for the solid foundation and example that my parents gave to me. My husband's life journey was different. He began his relationship with God well into adulthood. Our vastly different paths to Christ have caused us to have vastly different views of what it means to be a Christian.

When Chris and I were dating, we'd sometimes talk about the future and the possibility of having kids, but the conversations never lasted long because we usually ended up in a fight. We viewed parenting differently. (I lean more towards sheltering our kids, while he leans more toward letting them learn from their experiences.) We knew that if and when we became parents, we were going to have to work extremely hard to come to a common understanding of the kind of parents we wanted to be.

Well, that time has come. And to my great surprise, the early days of parenting have thus far been ones of open, honest discussion, and mutual compromise.

The biggest surprise, though, has been my personal journey. Over the 2.5 years we've been married, I have found myself on a path of growth and transformation. I have begun to realize that up to the time I got married, my understanding of what it means to be a Christian was a narrow one. In my effort to "be" a Christian (a.k.a. follow the rules) I basically avoided the world. God, in his infinite wisdom, gave me a husband who is much more open to engaging the world, and He is using Chris to gently broaden my view of what following Christ in this world means.

On Chris' recommendation, I am reading a book right now that is literally turning my understanding of what it means to be a Christian upside down. (I'd highly recommend The Next Christians by Gabe Lyons to anyone, especially those with a similar background to mine.) Here are just a few examples of what Lyons says a Christian looks like.

A Christian:

... resists the urge to condemn everything that isn't explicitly Christian. He has a capacity find goodness, truth and beauty in most any creation. 

Instead of sheltering my children from secular culture (music, movies, books) that aren't overtly Christian, I should carefully and thoughtfully allow them to experience culture and teach them instead to discern the good from the bad.

If my daughter wants to read a book that all her friends are reading that has content in it that I'm uncomfortable with, instead of telling her all the reasons she shouldn't, I will read it too and then be able to engage in discussion with her about it. If my son wants to listen to a CD with lyrics that I dislike, I will listen to it with him and then have a common ground to seek his thoughts about it.


... models how to effectively engage and contribute to culture instead of training our children to avoid the "wrong."


No matter how much I want to, I'll never be able to fully protect my children from the culture we live in. They'll deal with it at some point, either with my guidance, or without it. I'd rather them learn to engage with the world's culture from a God-focused perspective while still under my guidance, rather than trying to navigate it for the first time entirely on their own.

Instead of teaching our children (either explicitly or by example) to condemn people we see exhibiting certain behavior, we use them as opportunities to talk with our kids about God's desire for us.


... does not expect non-Christians to conform to the same moral code as a Christ follower.


One of the things I never understood growing up was that non-Christians viewed God differently. I thought that everyone was coming from the same perspective I was and so I judged everyone, Christian or not, with the same measure ... the one I learned as a child. This caused me to be extremely judgmental towards non-Christians and all the lifestyle particularities they represent.

It's very important to me that our children are raised to exhibit grace to non-Christians. I want them to accept non-Christians as they are and view them with as much dignity and worth as God created them with.


One last thought that I found eye opening. (And I'm only a third of the way through the book!)


God's purpose for us is not that we live safe and comfortable lives separated from the world. A Christian's main duty is not to protect his children from worldly corruption. 


Chris and I strongly believe that we are called to raise our children to engage in culture and think critically about it. This means it's our job to carefully and thoughtfully expose them to the world, not shelter them from it. The risk, of course, is that our children will make a different choice than we want ... that they will get immersed in the world and lose their focus on Christ. As a new mom, the idea that my daughter or son might choose the world over a relationship with God is terrifying to me.

However, I'd rather face that risk and allow our kids to be who God created them to be than raise children who are little automated, non-thinking clones of Chris and me.

11 comments:

Tonya said...

We do shelter our kids for the early years. Part of this is just not thinking a young child needs to watch tons of movies, listen to tons of music, etc. So the amount of time they DO get to watch and listen, we want to be things that are "good" not "evil". Maybe "age appropriate" is a better word! :-) I guess we want them to have an appetite for what is good, right, wholesome, not the bad. Now, my kids have seen some of the Star Wars movies, lots of Disney, etc, so we don't disallow anything "secular". All that to say that at some point we start letting up on those things. Our oldest is 13 and she is allowed a lot more freedom with media. We caution her, encourage her to guard against things.

Ack, this isn't easy to express! I guess it's like food - while they are little we feed them healthy food as much as possible. We want them to have an appetite for healthy food, not junk. But we do allow junk food sometimes, ya know? You can't avoid it all the time! As they get older, we let them make choices. And what I find is that by feeding them healthy food, they choose that typically (well, not my 5 year old, but he's a whole different story).

Pretty much the same for sheltering them, protecting them.

Is that a good picture?

Lea said...

Wonderful perspective, Becky! Thanks for sharing.

silly eagle books said...

good thoughts, becky. I imagine this is something we'll think about throughout our parenting years. Juliet is starting kindergarten next year and it scares me! (losing control) but I'm excited to see what God has for her. thanks for sharing.

vanessa

Christer said...

Good word, Beck. You guys ARE great parents. I love the fact that God gives the right kids to the right parents despite all our differences of opinions.

I know you weren't exactly disparaging the way we were raised ... I'd just submit that much of the "sheltering" and rules we grew up with were good and healthy and responsible. It was only when I ducked those, ran my own way, and "experienced the world" for myself (and insodoing disobeyed God), that I felt the real pain, hurt and misery of life outside of Him. It could be construed as glorious and liberating ... for me it wasn't. It was miserable. Literally akin to Adam & Eve deciding "experiencing the fruit for themselves" was better than listening to God. It's a slippery and dangerous slope to play on, and it's the lie the devil has been telling since the beginning.

God, in his grace, protected me from things that could (should) have literally ruined or significantly and negatively altered my life ... I have big time regrets.

As one who grew up in the same "shelter" as you, and then decided to buck the system and "expose myself to our culture," I can speak from experience about the benefits/dangers of both. Let me know if you ever want my thoughts in more detail. We could talk over a burrito. :)

Becky said...

I agree with everything you said, Tonya. Cara's still little, but we're doing a no TV thing until she is 2. (At least.) Music is another story. She listens to what we listen to.

Becca D said...

Thanks for sharing your thoughts on this Becky! I think it will work to your advantage as parents that you both experienced opposite upbringings. So, the other day I was at Starbucks and a mom was RAILING on her young teen daughter for her music choices (blood on the floor or something!). It was NOT pretty--good example of what not to do. I mean, really? Starbucks, really?!

Becky said...

P.S. I haven't even seen Star Wars. :)

Becky said...

Christer,

I knew you'd come at this a little differently. I would love to hear your thoughts, definitely.

And I tried not to disparage our upbringing. I think the judgmental tendencies and narrow-mindedness I deal with are mostly a result of my personality, not the way M&D raised us.

Becky

drokkon said...

Very cool post, Becky!

I guess I fall somewhere between you and Chris, having been raised by parents who became Christians when I was three. That also means that, as an adult, I've led myself into dangerous phases of life like Christer and extremely sheltered phases, like that of your upbringing.

In light of that, I'll have to see about reading that book myself. I often steer clear of Christian books with overtly political or post-modern overtones, but this doesn't sound like a book that's written to be subversive for subversion's sake, or to pitter-patter around truth.

You'll have to post again when you finish!

drokkon said...

Oh, and of course, the intent behind my post (although I forgot to mention it specifically) is Theo! At 6 months, I'm already beginning to be conscious of media around him. I know he can't understand anything, but when something on TV or radio is said that is questionable, I definitely think twice and know that in just a few months I'll have to try to eliminate most of that, for the early years at least.

Oh, and Tonya, do your kids a favor and make sure they watch ALL of the Star Wars movies. And often. :)

Becky said...

I don't think you have to steer clear of this book, Teddy. I'm 3/4 of he way through it and still loving it. I'd be interested to hear your thoughts on it, actually.